I've been kinda in a depressed mood, and it has been affecting my entire world. I'm not happy at work, I get happy at home, but then I get sad, because at the end of the day, I remember that I have to go right back to work. It's been hard on Honey-do. I'm tired of being in this slum. I'm tired of being hateful or down-in-the-dumps every night when I get home. It's not healthy for me, and it's not fair to Honey-do.
I miss all my friends. I miss my family. I am not so sure that we are ever going home though. :(
I need all your prayers (if you're into that) and support. Although, I need to remember that I need to give it all to God too.
P.S. I went to the doctor. I have blood tests on Saturday to determine if I have something called Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. The doctor says he doesn't really think I have it, but if I want the test then I should take it. I think I would rather know now, just in case. Because it can cause problems when Honey-do and I decide to start a family. So, I want to know now. And do what I can now to heal it. So, when we are ready to start a family, there won't be any surprises.
P.S.S. I'm working from home today. I'll be back at work tomorrow. :)
1 comment:
Well I'm praying for you! I hope everything works out ok! I'm sure it will! Just keep praying and God will show you His way. :) I love you!!
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